Am a 42 yr old woman whose husband just suffered a serious bout of shingles, I unfortunatlly have never?

had chicken pox, which is no longer the case, I now have about 500-600 pox covering every inch of my body, A new one has developed on the inside of my eyelid, Should I be concerned about this? Going to Doc is not an easy out for me I have no insurance, any advice would be appreciated...